SORRY FOR THE OVERLY LARGE THING AT THE TOP. I COULDNT CONTROL ITS SIZE.
NEW BEGINNINGS! (sort of)
felt like a change was needed to spruce up this boring ol' blog of mine.
besides, because of my astounding and definitely recurring laziness, this blog has been dead (pardon the ugly word) for at least a year. i think.
writing has always been something that i like, though regularly updating a blog for suspiciously anonymous anybodies has always been a scary thought. or maybe it's just my laziness.
well, LIFE HAS BEEN KIND TO ME. (Praise the Lord!:D)
sch has been fine i guess, though sometimes my crippling shyness make it unbearable. the weather's been an absolute darling i suppose, with only mild bouts of heat or cold fronts.
AND i cant wait to be going back to Singapore!
flight's on the 7th of Dec, i'l be waiting for my convoy then!

[on a side note: sometimes i ever wonder why i bother writing in a blog. looking at the blogs of others, i dismiss theirs as random, pathetic tries at connecting with a non-existent audience. funny how things work out eh? now i've become one of those sad people who sit at computers and try a weak stab at humour. yeah, that's me.]

honestly.
the only and main reason i dont 'blog' is because im too lazy.
well, and cause no one reads this anyway.
so there's like a 95% chance that no one's gonna read this.....
hmm, unless i place a link on facebook.
haha. will never do it, i promise you.
somethimes i really wonder how "professional bloggers" do it.
how do they manage to store up ALL their information or insights of their day and actually bother to type it out?!
hehe, i for one, know that i'll never be like them.
too bad.
cause i've got too many things to say, to too many people.
but i just dont care to spill it all.

>jasmine:D

its been AGES since i've written my last post.
im incredibly embarrassed.
so many are the times where i get a great post in my head, yet when i get to a computer, im too lazy to do anything.
now, i know that this may be my last post for april-aug.
but please, DONT GIVE UP ON ME.
im a nice person i really am, and im so so sorry for wasting 3 mins of your time for reading this.
please forgive me.

its not the price that matters.

oh...
my poor thumb..
there's this horrible looking blood-clot on my thumb right now...
sigh.
everytime i want to write a post, i have NOTHING to say.
well, school has been ok-ish.
met a few new people....
lost my way a few times (the sch is that big)
but things are good
IwannaGOhome!!!!

i thought everything was going to be ok but it turned out not to be.
she was cruel with her words.
how could she forget the years everyone put into that friendship and threaten everything that this girl could ever want.
it was brutal, unforgiving.
we were all sorry.
and she told everyone.
now that it has come to light, i think we'll all never be the same again.

suffer in silence.